neko-nezumi

yea..it's like everytime i enter a journal here..it's sad and depressing..well screw that..no one bothers coming here anyway.. well..one i don't like being sarcastic to, even when i try ta talk ta someone out of good intentions, i'll just get a sarcastic reply, 2 i dunno how to judge expressions..so it's like, if u ask me to go away..i dun really know if it's a joke or not..3! if you're angry..at least tell me what i did so i can apologize?! instead of saying sarcasm agan..yep..screw all that..not like i never tried to make it up..but i dunno how..dunno what i did.. whatever i do..wrong..ok..yea thats all.

this is just like old times in repeat mode..i don't exactly meet the right friends and mix with the right people i don't know how to have normal reactions. all i know is to smile?? and plus everyone is a bloody liar, that includes me i don't deny, but from what i see..all adults are liars, they just break their promises like no ones business, that is what my family taught me and i believe that is true now. People will only chat to you if they need your help and want you to do something. They won't even bother even if you disappear someday. Even if you try your best to befriend them it is utterly pointless because all they would do is tal

HI ALL PEOPLE IN DEVIANTART! IMMA BACK! hopefully here to stay longer~~ ahahah anyways, it has been almost 3 years since i've tried ta keep this account alive :P so yep! the past few years, my art really transformed~ if you know what i meant..my style and all just became..more..matured?? ahahahahah~~ i miss u DA! for now =3=